Adog
The word adult suspiciously sounds like "a dog", which day by day I found it to be more true.
Reaching adulthood is a easy, realising it is hard... and painful. To the little kids we used to be, we see adults as people who have freedom and money. They seems to be under no control from school or their parents, and they seems to be rich.. at least richer than us kids. And they work for money, thats great cause no one pays a kid to study.
What's so bad about adulthood then? First thing is our job. Working has no school holidays. There's no fucking 3 months break every year. Most of the 9 to 5 jobs are 9am to 5pm work in office, 5pm to 1am work at home. Working for money is damn sad I tell you, end of the day when u get your hard earn pay, you'll feel guilty for spending it. You'll calculate every $50 as a single day of work.
Work, unlike school has no variation, its jus repetition. Day in day out you do the same fucking job... FOREVER. You don't get to graduate, you wouldn't get into another level, its jus the same fuck shit everyday. Think of it as repeating sec 5 till 50 years old. Thats how it feels like. And don't tell me that some jobs are interesting, I'm doing 3D animation and i still find it boring, i wonder how factory workers survive.
If you don't do your job well, you get fired. Getting fired is not another chance of a 3 months holiday. Being jobless is like being handicapped, except people wouldn't offer sits to u in the MRT. The word "jobless" makes my balls strink. Think of the unpaid bills, think of how to survive everyday spending the minium amount, think of how to get back ou my feet again, think of job opportunities, think of changing job..... Everyday, you will wakr up feeling worthless, unwanted and poor. You parents will most likely tell you to go and find a job instead of lying around at home, but deep inside, you are afraid to go out and get rejected over and over again.
That's the reason why you see adogs working hard at their job, putting in most of their energy. Most of the adog hold on to shitty jobs, bastard bosses and miserable pay just to survive. You don't want to know how fuck up it is to wake up to know that u have to work everyday.
The kid in us will say, " hey thats what happens to everyone, but I'm different"
Fuck you. Its time to wake up. You are no different.
We always believe that we are special, that we will grow up to be rich and beautiful.... bla blah blah. Sad to say nope, we are not. If by the age of 20 you find that you are not richer than your peers, have no special abilities, am not a celebrity have not been bitten by any radiactive animals, Then welcome to the gang, you are officially an adog.
When we are young, we live everyday in hope , cause everyday is a step near to being rich and handsome but one day you will realise that hey," i have grown up" Then you will realised that you are still poor and ugly. That's the moment of adoghood, where your world crashes on you, and the mirror of hope shatters into many pieces. From that day on, you will live everyday depressed.
So what happen after that? You realised that you have missed your chance to be different, you have lost your golden childhood. Your next stupid step will be getting married in hope of having a kid. The kid will be and extension of your hopes and your second chance at adoghood.
The vicious cycle will carry on....
Reaching adulthood is a easy, realising it is hard... and painful. To the little kids we used to be, we see adults as people who have freedom and money. They seems to be under no control from school or their parents, and they seems to be rich.. at least richer than us kids. And they work for money, thats great cause no one pays a kid to study.
What's so bad about adulthood then? First thing is our job. Working has no school holidays. There's no fucking 3 months break every year. Most of the 9 to 5 jobs are 9am to 5pm work in office, 5pm to 1am work at home. Working for money is damn sad I tell you, end of the day when u get your hard earn pay, you'll feel guilty for spending it. You'll calculate every $50 as a single day of work.
Work, unlike school has no variation, its jus repetition. Day in day out you do the same fucking job... FOREVER. You don't get to graduate, you wouldn't get into another level, its jus the same fuck shit everyday. Think of it as repeating sec 5 till 50 years old. Thats how it feels like. And don't tell me that some jobs are interesting, I'm doing 3D animation and i still find it boring, i wonder how factory workers survive.
If you don't do your job well, you get fired. Getting fired is not another chance of a 3 months holiday. Being jobless is like being handicapped, except people wouldn't offer sits to u in the MRT. The word "jobless" makes my balls strink. Think of the unpaid bills, think of how to survive everyday spending the minium amount, think of how to get back ou my feet again, think of job opportunities, think of changing job..... Everyday, you will wakr up feeling worthless, unwanted and poor. You parents will most likely tell you to go and find a job instead of lying around at home, but deep inside, you are afraid to go out and get rejected over and over again.
That's the reason why you see adogs working hard at their job, putting in most of their energy. Most of the adog hold on to shitty jobs, bastard bosses and miserable pay just to survive. You don't want to know how fuck up it is to wake up to know that u have to work everyday.
The kid in us will say, " hey thats what happens to everyone, but I'm different"
Fuck you. Its time to wake up. You are no different.
We always believe that we are special, that we will grow up to be rich and beautiful.... bla blah blah. Sad to say nope, we are not. If by the age of 20 you find that you are not richer than your peers, have no special abilities, am not a celebrity have not been bitten by any radiactive animals, Then welcome to the gang, you are officially an adog.
When we are young, we live everyday in hope , cause everyday is a step near to being rich and handsome but one day you will realise that hey," i have grown up" Then you will realised that you are still poor and ugly. That's the moment of adoghood, where your world crashes on you, and the mirror of hope shatters into many pieces. From that day on, you will live everyday depressed.
So what happen after that? You realised that you have missed your chance to be different, you have lost your golden childhood. Your next stupid step will be getting married in hope of having a kid. The kid will be and extension of your hopes and your second chance at adoghood.
The vicious cycle will carry on....
posted by monotone at 7:48 AM
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