Fear

I fear to get drunk, for i may make a fool out of myself,
I fear to stay sober, for i cannot accept reality.

I fear to tell the truth, for people rather listen to lies,
I fear to tell lies, for i have to keep telling more to cover the previous one.

I fear to have fun, for i don't think i deserve to,
I fear to suffer, for i don't want to treat myself badly.

I fear to get into a relationship, for i may get hurt,
I fear to stay single, for i will die alone.

I fear to do badly, for i cannot dissappoint myself,
I fear to do well, for i have to work harder to outdo myself next time.

I fear to go clubbing, for i feel like i don't belong there anymore,
I fear to stay home, for i don't want to be there.

I fear to run the red light, for i may get knock down,
I fear to wait for the green light, for i will be late.

I fear to speak my mind, for i may offend others,
I fear to reserve my thoughts, for doing so offends me.

I fear to work everyday, for i need to rest,
I fear to laze around, it makes me feels useless.

I fear to meet strangers, for i don't want to get judge by people i don't know,
I fear to meet friends, for i feel like i don't know them anymore.

I fear to stay awake, for i have to face the world,
I fear to sleep, for i may not wake up ever again.

I fear commitment, for i want to be free,
I fear diversity, for i need focus in my life.

I fear to stay young, for i want to mature,
I fear to grow old, for its not as easy as it seems.

I fear contradiction, for it messes up my mind,
I fear single mindedness, for it leaves me with no choice.

I fear life, for life is full of uncertainties
I fear death, for death is random.

I fear everything, especially fear itself.

It takes great amount of courage everyday to wake up and face our daily fears. Give yourself a pat on your back, treat yourself nice today. You deserves it :D