Who do you live for , What do you die with?

The vicious cycle of life struck again.
Walking pass the crossroad of life, the paths ahead are few and pretty much linear. I looked down both ends of the road.
One, is the path I've tread before, filled with fond memories and bad experience. A single trail casted on the ground out of the infinite possiblities. Every single step could not be changed again. Each one of them precisely imprinted in time, fixed and unalterable.
The other, is the path I'm going to take. Dark and unknown. At the end of the path stood my grave. I'm not being depressing here, let's face it, every step we take is a step nearer to our death.
Take a step back and see for yourself. Who decides each and every step we take in life. The ego in us will exclaim," Its me of couse, I'm the ultimate master of my own destiny"
Nope, we are responsible for our decisions in life but we are never really making those decision.
(this post is incomplete due to my lazyness ... will post it up anyway)