What am I doing?

~There are moments in my life where I will, for no reason, suddenly step of reality and ask myself, what am I doing? In that very second, I question myself whatever I did wrong,to end up in a situation like this~

O level, studying for chemistry papers.
I made a fresh mug of kopi peng to keep awake.
I look at the clock which reads "02 30"
I look at the kopi peng
I ask myself, "What am I doing?"

Poly, rushing to complete design fundemental project.
While cutting the mounting board I accidentally slice my finger.
I look at the blood on the mounting board
I look at my finger
I ask myself, "What am I doing?"

Army, doing guard duty in Sispec
Sitting down outside Ammo dump waiting for time to pass.
I look at the forest
I look at my water bottle
I ask myself, "What am I doing?"

Clubbing, Drunk at Zouk
Stagger out of the club, sitting on the kerb
I look at the bouncers
I look at my vomit
I ask myself, "What am I doing?"

Current, working till 2 plus 3 am every day,
Walking home on a Wednesday night,
I look at the chiongsters going home in cabs
I look at the Lup Sup uncles with pretty China KTV girls
I ask myself, "What am I doing?"