Rationalise

I say that I hate kids,
Actually I have no confidence in bringing up one.

I say that I have no time for a relationship,
Actually I find it hard to mantain one.

I say that I don't like to go out,
Actually I'm shy to meet new people.

I say that I choose to stay in Singapore,
Actually I have no guts to survive overseas.

I say that a degree is no important,
Actually I fear to go back to school again.

More often than not, I try to cover up my incompetence with rationalisation. I try to find a reason which seems right, to hide my lack of confidence. Note that I use "I" instead of "we" like most of my post. Cause reading back, I felt that most of the time I was talk about "me" more than "we". Guess admitting is the first step to breaking out.....